| I want to offer a special thanks to Janine 
            Engler. Here is her story: My name is Janine Engler and I would like to 
            share with you my weight loss surgery journey. I have been 
            overweight my entire life. I can remember how I was always picked on 
            not only for my size but the clothing I wore. It really hurt. Not 
            everyone knows what it’s really like being big unless you are there 
            or have been there. It’s painful inside and out.  In 2000 I was my largest, weighing around 409 
            pounds. In 2001 I started researching gastric by-pass surgery. I 
            knew I had to take drastic measures to get a handle on my weight. I 
            had enough and I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. The 
            pain was becoming unbearable. I feared I would not be around to 
            watch my kids grow up or to grow old with my husband. It took me 2 
            years to make the big decision.  On June 30, 2003 I had surgery. I was ready and 
            excited to become a “big loser.” At the time of my surgery I weighed 
            381 pounds and was wearing a women’s size 32 or larger with a BMI of 
            56.3. I am 5 feet 9 inches tall and my ideal weight range should be 
            149-170 pounds.  When I awoke from surgery, I was sore and 
            scared. I was in the hospital 4 days and immediately the weight 
            began to come off. The first 26 days I lost 41 pounds, a pound or 
            more a day. With a very few plateaus, I have lost 224 pounds in 17 
            months. I am now 2 years post-op and I have maintained my weight at 
            157 pounds and feel great. I know I will be around longer for my 
            kids and husband.  I have to remind myself that this surgery is 
            ONLY a tool. You still must make healthy food choices and exercise 
            daily. It's a lifetime change. There have been a lot of head games 
            that have come along with the surgery for me. I still see myself at 
            400 pounds, but sometimes, if I am lucky, I say,  “Wow that’s me! I 
            look great!”  I always worry about gaining my weight back. 
            Trust me, I keep a close eye on the scale. I have not undergone any 
            plastic surgery but want to. Although I am very surprised at how 
            well my skin has done, I still would like to have plastic surgery. 
            But it’s just a financial problem. Perhaps one day I will.  Everyone says to me, “Wow you were that big? I 
            would have never known because your skin looks great!” I think to 
            myself, ‘If you could only see me naked.’ It is really upsetting to 
            me to have a constant reminder of the old me. I want to finish my 
            journey and be free of that memory.  I have come so far in such a short period of 
            time. I want to enjoy my life to its fullest. The only thing I 
            regret regarding this surgery is I did not do it sooner! I do believe that I will finish this journey, 
            but not on my time, on GOD’S time. It’s because of Him that I am 
            sharing this story with you now.  I have been truly blessed.  I thank you, Barbara, for letting me share my 
            story with you and your readers.  If anyone is interested in e-mailing me, feel 
            free.  Janine EnglerJanineGreenwood@HotMail.Com
 
            
            Click Here for Janine's ObesityHelp profile 
              
              
                
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            Barbara@WLScenter.com so that I can 
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